I Can’t Blog Tonight
I am not in a good mood at all! Should a blogger still write happy stuff when she feels that everything is so screwed up? Sometimes I feel that once a personal blog starts to appear in the public Internet, it’s really not a personal journal anymore.
I set up this blog with the intention to always write fun and positive stuff to inspire myself or others if anyone cares to read about it. And it has been working really great. It did help me to get my feet back on the ground in June when I hit a low point. I guess I still had enough energy to find something positive back then.
But have you ever had this moment that everything looks so hopeless and dark and you are wondering where the Lady Of The Light went? I really tried to blog tonight. But even the hottest game news or the hottest dude pictures are not able to give me a mood lift. It makes me wonder that sometimes no matter how strong we are, we still need someone, that special someone, a friend, a family member or whoever we trust to pat on our backs and tell us, “Hey, sweetie, everything is going to be OK. You are not alone. ”
Yuna said,
November 17, 2005 @ 10:28 am
Fighting the negative thoughts was quite an uphill battle last night.. but I am truly grateful that I have friends whom I can talk to at anytime who are willing to help and provide support… Oh.. and one good night sleep does help too!
Crap.. now everybody has seen Yuna’s moody side… well.. I guess after all, I am a real person with real person’s emotions…
Travelling Aussie said,
November 18, 2005 @ 1:55 am
Yuna,
Your are always a bubble and happy person, so once in a while you have a bad day that is fine, we all have them.
Just remember to think positively and be confident in all you have done and will do.
Also remember my sametime is always there for you to ping me on to chat.
Catch you later.
Yuna said,
November 18, 2005 @ 9:16 am
Thanks Traveling Aussie for staying on sametime with me yesterday morning…
It really helped.
ME Strauss said,
November 18, 2005 @ 7:09 pm
Yuna,
You did the positive thing. You faced what you were feeling and talked your way through it. I didn’t hear negative in what you wrote. I heard courage.
Liz
Yuna said,
November 21, 2005 @ 9:26 am
I actually felt embarrassed when I posted it. But it’s a personal site and I should be able to express what I want and by writing my emotions out loud does help a lot!